why do we have memories? i really dun understand..sweet memories can lighten up our days when we're damn bored..what about the bitter ones? sometimes, i do hope that i do not have any memories at all so that i could have surprises everyday.learning new stuff everyday..but that will lead me to no advancement, no improvement...how do we overcome the sad memories...hypnotize by the psychiatrist and delete the memory? what if the memories stays in the 'recycle bin' and restored by itself? i'm extremely blur now....4 years since her death and the memories about her keep haunting me, every single day...especially those 'meaningful' days...her birthday, the first day we met, we kiss, we get laid, we quarreled, we dated...adventures.....how i miss 'those' days....i want to get rid of all these..seriously...can someone guide me through this? God? semester 7 final exam is around the corner, i'm so anxious and tensed up to the max....i wanted to do the best of my best because i've messed up my test 1 and 2..not my fault tho, the 'india' style....what the fuck!!!!! do really hated her at the beginning..how could she expect us to write all the points since '5 marks' were shown beside the question? everyone thought it was 5 points or 10 points to deserve that 5 marks? oh crap..she wants everything...now i have a deep thought about this..she was right actually..she wants us to learn more and be outstanding..i should have thank her instead of being angry with her..she gave me motivation to learn more and be an outstanding nurse...i always wanted to...thank you miss XXX...i really appreciate it..LJM exam is on 22nd december 2008...really anxious because just feel like time is running out...1 day 24 hours is not enough for me..how i wish i could have all the time in the world....seriously...i urge my classmates and friends..please study hard and change the perception of the people towards nursing..we are not lousy and lazy..proof to the doctor that we are their colleagues, not servant..we have the same knowledge as them...without us, patient can't survive...as i always say,' everyone can be a nurse, whether you are a lousy nurse, average nurse, good nurse or an outstanding nurse, it's all in your hand...u decide for your future..patients' lives are in our hand...please don't play a fool with it...we are angels...not demons!'...gambateh yo will ku san!
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