Love

“Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes."

New post?

whoa, itz been ages since my last post....man, i must be damn lazy...yeah, it true some of the time...life nowadays seems to be a lil hectic to me..especially after joining ICU in sunway..everyday kena 'shoot' upside down, left and right..have to brush up on my knowledge and skills as i'm taking care those ppl who needs critical care..i was totally naive, i thought it shud be easy for me to cope with all these hurdles but 1 thing came through my mind after 1 month working in icu..why did i choose nursing at the first place?i was totally stress to the max but still, i have to do my best coz i know nothing in this world is 'user-friendly' and god loves to give us challenges..i have to agree with that, we grow and learn from challenges..no doubt ppl tend to do mistake but hey, at least we learn right..haihz....wht the hell is life?work, sleep, work sleep, rest day still thinking of work....during work has no time to think about rest or eat...itz like rush hours...v do we have to chase the time instead of time waiting for us?sigh! dang...i wish i could climb up to a higher ground to shout!

long long time

hey guys, am back here...phew..finally..i've finished my sem 8 and currently having my clinical placement..will be going to the state of johore for my psychiatric posting next week for 2 weeks time..kinda excited and kinda sad..coz ma lil bro juz came back from sabah for his clinical placement but i gotta go far...gotta wait 2 weeks more to meet him..itz like been ages even though it's juz 3 months time...maybe we're juz too close to each other..haha..hmm...to be honest, i'm kinda nervous now for my LJM examination this december...dunno y?even though i can score great results in the college but it doesnt mean i can do well in LJM..i must do my best! sigh...juz tht i do not have the confident to do so...will be going for my cousin's wedding dinner in november and the other in december...kinda excited tho..haha....gotta keep fit to buy nice clothing..muahahaha..<-----mission impossible...sigh!!!!!!!argh....lazy to type la..gotta now..ciaoz..

my birthday pics

i'm back!

whoa, can't believe my damn fucking schedule for semester 8!all night class and hell lots of assignment and research thingy to do..especially the nursing research thing and management subject.killing me slowly and softly.i'm real bad in these two subjects. the reason why? coz i hate restrictions and rules..crap crap..can't sleep today coz i'll be having class on saturday from 7.30am till 4pm..WTF! damn college! suppose a day fro me to rest? just finish watching another TVB drama, 最美丽的第7天..so damn nice and touching..haha..these few days wasn't feeling well, having tremors more frequent and fatigue all the time..guess my blood pressure shoot up again..i seriously don't know what to do with this stupid body anymore..have to pretend so much in front of people just to get rid of their attention and try not to let them worry.everyday sleep less than 3 hours, how to survive?to a normal healthy person, that might be just a piece of cake.to me, it's a one way ticket to hell..so many things to do, so many notes to read to memorize. another 5 more months to LJM examination..i'm so dead man..everyone around me keep saying that i'm brilliant, i can do this and that..in my heart, i just want to yell out to them and tell them that 'i'm not GOD!, i'm not perfect'.i'm just trying to do the best i could. arrrrrrrr........i want to have some shut eye now..feeling heavy now..ciao..

hmm....23 years of glory? Lolz..

itz half past 12am now, i'm officially 23 years old...dang!old dy..haha...from morning till night was celebrating with frens and family..quite tired but damn enjoying and damn happy..dunno y..maybe becoz juz finish my exam i think..haha..receive alot of presents..really apreciate it but paiseh leh..let u guys waste money oni..i will bcome a good person, dun woli..hehe..ah...really exhausted dy..wanna 'oi oi' dy..goodnite all..take care..muahs..luv u guys

OSCE tomorrow!!!!

whoa, i can't believe time passed so fast. tomorrow will be my OSCE (Objective-Skilled-Clinical-Examination) for semester 7. Kind of nervous now even though the procedures i've done many times. These 2 weeks is killing me softly, reading books, notes, dictionaries, 'choo-choo train' in the midnight. Argh....i want a long long holiday! next month i'll be in my semester 8. 1 more semester to go till graduation day. hmm, should i say, LJM (Lembaga Jururawat Malaysia) examination! <--it is actually a very tough exam, all the answer given in the question are true, you gotta choose the most precise and rationale one. critical thinking again. Who says nursing is just a piece of cake? you come and try it yourself! Argh...these few days keep playing Dota, just feel like killing someone in the game to release tension. damn tense up! i just feel weird now and then, maybe i didn't do well in test 1 and 2 i guess. my last gpa was 4.00, i have to get at least 3.95 and above for this sem or my cgpa will drop again! **bark!!!!! lol...No need to worry coz underdog is here!!!!! crap..getting nuts now...well, gotta resume my studies, gonna 'choo-choo train' again! wish me luck!